Life or something like it!

Life or something like it!....As much as I love this movie, I feel like Leanie but the difference I stay my entire day behind the screen rolling non stop and not doing too much about it, I know it isn't right but I just keep going. I ask myself everyday, what is holding you back from re-examining your life and priorities. Why can't I just simply, leave it all behind, just have a back bag get to go every single new place I want to see & discover a new thing about myself. You know I get so happy when I speak any other language than Arabic and English. Or when I talk about any of my interests rather than my job. I would walk backwards or sing suddenly out loud hold a brush and start dancing around. I would kill to play video games again (miss my gameboy and Nintendo). I like hanging upside down like a monkey from heights. I love to be dared and do sudden crazy things even if it is seen as silly for someone in my age. I start jumping over a bed in any hotel I crash into, I do like waking up earlier than my time in the morning just to stare at the curtains where the lights trying to break in, only to enjoy thinking of nothing and smile...just a moment of peace when I dont need to hustle!

I don't know where my words are taking me but definetly I need to sleep.