Just me :$
Today, am arranging this family gathering cause my brother is moving to USA this week. Well it is bothering me for two weeks ever since he reserved that ticket now but i am not a person who can express how much. I would prefer to write hidden drafts about how i feel than saying it out loud, what is annoying about me which i am aware of. The most people i really care about either i barely tell them any word of affection which they may think they are not special to me at all, or even if when i get nervous i would say the entire opposite to just shut them out. The fact that i don't do sometimes, that i get scared that if i picked a moment and said such thing & they didn't appreciate it & it hurted me it will make me think least of them & just end up losing them which i won't handle to have so, i just remain silent & get more into actions. So, if i shared an emotion with a person then that one is definetly special. Anyways, back to the fact that my brother is le
